Today has been kinda rough. I woke up just feeling down. I've been missing my family a lot. I saw a picture today of my grandpa this morning. He died last February, but it finally hit me today that he is gone. I saw him a couple weeks before he died. That was a good memory. He loved seeing my kids and holding Lily. He was happy. I miss my grandparents. I have none left anymore. I know they are in a better place right now but that doesn't make it any easier. I wish i could have gone to my grandpa's funeral. I guess I'm going through my "grieving" stage right now. Took awhile huh?? It's funny what a picture can do to your mind. I love my extended family. We are all very close, and ever since my grandparents died it seems no one really has the time to get together anymore. I'm not even there to enjoy it, but it is still sad. My cousin Amy did start up this website where all the cousins can visit and post news or pictures. That makes me happy. I love them all so much. I hope they know I think of them OFTEN. Today is a lonely/sad day for me. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. They usually are right??
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